Feeling Grounded, Humbled, and One with Everything

I woke up early (for a Saturday) this morning and decided to go for a run because I was done with bio notes and there was nothing for me to be rushing to do. It was pretty barren outside and foggy and fresh. Haha I'm not sure why that was necessary to explain, anyways, I decided to listen to a few songs my sister sent me rather than the usual get-the-legs-kicking-hip-hop and boy, everything just clicked perfectly! First, some background info:

1) I didn’t run on my cross-country team this year so I don’t have the same stamina :-/
2) as expected, I could not handle the feeling of having no stamina so I’ve been running and biking a lot lately
3) I have a running route that’s about 2.5 miles, and lately... I'm cramped up before I finish.

Back to today’s beautifulness:

4) I heard “I Like Giants” by Kimya Dawson
5) I loved it – so I put it on repeat
6) I ran the 2.5 miles without a problem (no out of breath no cramps, finally I’m back in shape)
7) if anything I felt powerful when I finished

Then, I found a spot of grass on this little hill by my house and I sat there and closed my eyes. And it all felt very cool as I noticed droplets forming on the tips of my eyelashes from the fog. I wasn’t hot nor was I cold, infact I don’t even know what temperature I was. I just listened to I Like Giants and looked at the sky and the dewy grass and the trees and the little bugs on the flowers. For awhile it was as if the lyrics embodied everything I was feeling: “grounded, humbled, and one with everything” and mix that with the endorphins from my run. Maan. I haven’t felt that particular way ever – no thoughts what so ever about anything other than the moment I was in then and there. For the rest of my day everyone I saw told me that my face was glowing…mm the benefits of meditation.

So thank you Kimya Dawson for being awesome and eloquent and witty.

Here are the lyrics to her song:

When I go for a drive I like to pull off to the side
Of the road, turn out the lights, get out and look up at the sky
And I do this to remind me that I'm really, really tiny
In the grand scheme of things and sometimes this terrifies me

But it's only really scary cause it makes me feel serene
In a way I never thought I'd be because I've never been
So grounded, and so humbled, and so one with everything
I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything

Rock and roll is fun but if you ever hear someone
Say you are huge, look at the moon, look at the stars, look at the sun
Look at the ocean and the desert and the mountains and the sky
Say I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye
I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye

When I saw Geneviève I really liked it when she said
What she said about the giant and the lemmings on the cliff
She said 'I like giants
Especially girl giants
Cause all girls feel too big sometimes
Regardless of their size'

When I go for a drive I like to pull off to the side
Of the road and run and jump into the ocean in my clothes
I'm smaller than a poppyseed inside a great big bowl
And the ocean is a giant that can swallow me whole

So I swim for all salvation and I swim to save my soul
But my soul is just a whisper trapped inside a tornado
So I flip to my back and I float and I sing
I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything
I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything

So I talked to Geneviève and almost cried when she said
That the giant on the cliff wished that she was dead
And the lemmings on the cliff wished that they were dead
So the giant told the lemmings why they ought to live instead

When she thought up all those reasons that they ought to live instead
It made her reconsider all the sad thoughts in her head
So thank you Geneviève, cause you take what is in your head
And you make things that are so beautiful and share them with your friends

We all become important when we realize our goal
Should be to figure out our role within the context of the whole
And yeah, rock and roll is fun, but if you ever hear someone
Say you are huge, look at the moon, look at the stars, look at the sun
Look at the ocean and the desert and the mountains and the sky

Say I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye
I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye
I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye
And I don't wanna make her cry
Cause I like giants

the serenity and awe that she feels as she ruminates about the “giants” a.k.a Allah’s creations is a universal sentiment.



On that note, I came across an article on SunniPath.com about the sunnats of reflection:

The ways of reflection are many. One, which is the most noble of them, is to reflect on the wonders of God's dazzling creation, the inward and outward signs of His Ability, and the signs He has scattered abroad in the Realm of the earth and the heavens. This kind of reflection increases your knowledge of the Essence, Attributes, and Names of God. He has encouraged it by saying: Say: Look at what is in the heavens and the earth! (10:101)

Reflect on the wondrous creations He has made, and on yourself. He has said: In the earth are signs for those who have certainty, and in yourselves; can you not see? (51:20-21)

I recommend that you read the whole article (<-- click that)

(: salaam